If My True Love, He were Gone

My sweet potato SANG one of my all time favorite Irish tunes @ Torcon today. I may cry!! He played the guitar as well. Tears, Here are the words:

Oh the summer time is coming
and the trees are sweetly blooming and the wild mountain thyme
All around the blooming heather
Will ye Go lassie go
And we'll all go together
To pull wild mountain thyme
From around the blooming heather
will ye go lassie go

I will build my love a bower
Near yon pure crystal fountain
and on it I will pile
all the flowers of the mountain
will ye go lassie go
And we;ll all go together
to pull wild mountain thyme
from around the blooming heather
will ye go lassie go

If my true love she were gone
I will surely find no other
where wild mountain thyme
all around the blooming heather
will ye go lassie go
and we'll all go together
to pull wild mountain thyme
from around the blooming heather
will ye go lassie go
                                                                                                                                                               

He sings this to JJ. I love this with all my heart. It makes me happy because I was so sad after the premier on Tuesday night. Demon Dean is so empty. So not DEAN, Oh he was sexy and truly HOT but not DEAN. The sweet smile, the music, the happiness of today....I needed it. Because my true love is still gone. I think I have never felt as sorry for Dean Winchester as in Black. And yes he's in there somewhere. The guys played it well. They were spectacular. I was so very proud of both Jensen and Jared. But my heart was still broken. I miss DEAN. I want him back. I NEED him back. The grief has been too hard. It has been too real. Demon Dean had a moment I believe when he cared if Sammy was alive. It was in his eyes( Or maybe that was just Jensen not being able to not care about Jared) and I almost cried. Okay after I went to bed, I did  cry. Yes, I know Sam is going to save him somehow. This week looks like I'll have to suffer a little more. I am still holding on. He's coming back to me. To us,to Sam. It's harder than I ever imagined this fictional but truly real love could get. But it's worth it because it's Dean. It's Supernatural. So yes, I'll go for my true love....always for Dean. Where ever and whatever his story. I just need a little real Dean before anything else happens.Jensen's words are in my head...."You're okay". I'll keep holding on. But when my baby is back....watch out TWITTER, I'm going to break you tweeting DEAN WINCHESTER IS SAVED!!!